i love you, i don't want a thing from you.
How difficult, how easy it is to love someone,
Truly love someone, for the mere reason that they're living in their own ways, creating a world in their minds that you will never truly grasp. Because, we all have parts of our worlds, our creation, that we could never attempt to put into words. And so, this person that we love so much, how crazy is it? to love them, with nothing to ask in return, not even being loved back, I love you and this is a gift of mine TO YOU.
It's yours, do whatever you want with it
but it's mine also because as I said before I love you but a big part of that feeling lives only in my mind for well I'm unable to put this massive breeze into words,
so I guess it's ours.
But we don't have to share it, you don't even need to notice it.
I LOVE YOU AND I DON'T WANT ANYTHING FROM YOU, yet you choose to love me and give me your time and affection. How lucky am I?
What are the odds of being able to know that feeling for mankind?
Sure I get in my feelings and of course I get insecure but all of those things are mine to experience never yours. I hurt when I think about you in specific ways but they have nothing to do with this dimension because here I LOVE YOU AND I DON'T WANT ANYTHING FROM YOU!!!! I'm only human, I'm no God and yes, I do get insecure baby and I do cry myself to sleep sometimes, but how beautiful is it that I'm able to experience my most humane emotions (that are mine, only mine) with myself only, in my little world, and love you regardless in the world we share together?
I admire you virtually, I look thru the glass of your eyes and experience your mind as if I was watching the greatest movie ever made! as a humble spectator crying, laughing, wondering... a simple mortal in your world with no power at all, you've given it to me (power) and I have forever refused it, I could never make greatness out of your life in the way you can! I want no power in your life I LOVE YOU AND I DON'T WANT ANYTHING FROM YOU!!!!
How perfect? How angelic? I can only love you this way because I love MYSELF just like that
I LOVE MYSELF AND I DON'T WANT ANYTHING FROM MYSELF!!!! I love myself regardless, and yet I choose to give myself a dream life, a love gift, to create a world from myself to myself, just because I love myself. Because I know what I value and love and I choose (as if I was looking for the perfect gift for a lover) to give it all to myslef.
Isn't that great? Great love?
El Retiro, Antioquia.
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